Just what i'm think now

Bahkan untuk pertama kali

Tanpa siapapun di sisi ku

Berada dalam lingkungan baru

Tanpa ada bantuan apapun

Mencoba hal baru

Yang bahkan entah mengapa ku ambil

Saat kita menyadari pilihan kita

Benar kah, salah kah

Kita gagal untuk mencobanya

Namun apa masih bisa mundur

Ingin cerita kepada mereka

Saat ku takut menghadapinya

Apakah baik saja

Apa tidak membebankan mereka

Apa tidak berlebihan

Apa aku yang salah

Mengapa aku di sini

Di saat bimbang akan pilihan ini

Aku mencoba bangkit

Dengan kekuatan ku

Ahh.. Ini pilihan ku sendiri

Ini jalan yang telah aku pilih

Jalankan lah....

Jangan pernah mundur dari pilihan mu

Orang bisa melakukannya

Kita pasti bisa

Bangaimanapun aku telah di dukung

Oleh mereka, orang tua ku

Yang selalu ada

Tidak mungkin aku mengecewakan mereka

Ahhh... Ini tidak bisa di biarkan

Animals Maroon 5

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

So what you trying to do to me
It's like we can't stop we're enemies
But we get along when I'm inside you
You're like a drug that's killing me
I cut you out entirely
But I get so high when I'm inside you

Yeah, you can start over, you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend it's meant to be
But you can't stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down, rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

So if I run it's not enough
You're still in my head forever stuck
So you can do what you wanna do
I love your lies, I'll eat 'em up
But don't deny the animal
That comes alive when I'm inside you

Yeah, you can start over you can run free
You can find other fish in the sea
You can pretend it's meant to be
But you can't stay away from me
I can still hear you making that sound
Taking me down rolling on the ground
You can pretend that it was me
But no

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

Don't tell no lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
That beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

No, girl, don't lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
The beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yo...
Whoa...
Whoa...
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Just like animals (yeah...), animals (yeah...), like animals-mals (yeah...)
Ow

Baby, I'm preying on you tonight
Hunt you down eat you alive
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals

Maybe you think that you can hide
I can smell your scent for miles
Just like animals, animals, like animals-mals
Baby, I'm

Don't tell no lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
That beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

No, girl, don't lie-lie-lie-lie
You can't deny-ny-ny-ny
That beast inside-side-side-side
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Lirik H-A-P-P-Y 2ne1

Do you think of me sometimes?

Or is it too faint now?
The meaning itself is awkward

After I let you go, every single day
I am alone
Obsessive and miserable

If I was a burden to you
If I was a baggage
I should’ve left you earlier, I’m sorry

Was it hard for you because of me?
Was it really comfortable?
Like a fool, I didn’t even notice

Oh no I didn’t cry cry cry
Even if I resent someone
Nothing will change because it’s all over

For you, I’ll give a sad bye bye bye
Because you’ll be happy if I’m gone
Ooh ooh

Without you, I’m not happy
but I hope you’re happy
I’ll watch over you from far away
Without you, I’m not happy
but I hope you’re happy
I’ll push back all of the memories

Be happy and forget me
I hope you’re H A P P Y
Be happy and forget me
I wish you’re H A P P Y

I thought we had it together but well

I tried in every way
I stayed up all night and
day when I waited for you
When you said you weren’t happy with a
girl like me, with a love like ours, wait
I received a big blow, pow,
my heart hurts so much, ouch
Thought you was happy but you turned me out

I pretended to be cool so my held back
tears became my true feelings for you

If you were even a little sad
If you had a little bit of feelings left
You wouldn’t have been this cold

Did you even love me at all?
Was it all a lie?
Like a fool, I didn’t even notice

Oh no I didn’t cry cry cry
Even if I resent someone
Nothing will change because it’s all over

For you, I’ll give a sad bye bye bye
Because you’ll be happy if I’m gone
Ooh ooh

Without you, I’m not happy but
I hope you’re happy
I’ll watch over you from far away
Without you, I’m not happy but
I hope you’re happy
I’ll push back all of the memories

Be happy and forget me
I hope you’re H A P P Y
Be happy and forget me
I wish you’re H A P P Y

If at least you’re happy,
it’s a happy ending
I’m not being sarcastic,
I hope you know I mean it

If at least you’re happy,
it’s a happy ending
I’m not being sarcastic,
I hope you know I mean it

Without you, I’m not happy but
I hope you’re happy
I’ll watch over you from far away
Without you, I’m not happy but
I hope you’re happy
I’ll push back all of the memories

just,,,

Tiket ke malang udah di beli surat udah di tandatanganin sama kepala sekolah, surat pindah udah di masukin ke sma 9 lengkap sudah,,
Sedih, mungkin 2 atau 3 tahun gak balik lagi ke palangka,, T_T
sSemoga cepat beradaptasi, dan gak keinget anak kelas sekarang :'(

about you

When i come, you gone
When i speak, you not respons
Thats you,
But I'll always be beside you

What happen

Ada kabar baik dan kabar buruk
Pertama : Mamah ku bilang kelas dua nanti mau bantu bazar,
               artinya, kemungkinan aku pindah 50%

Tapi besoknya papah ngomong,
cari SMA yang sesuai dengan kemampuan ku *What the*
Jadi aku bingung jadi berapa persen kemungkinan ku pindah (o)

Dan tepat 2 hari kemudian Ka bayu telp aku
dan bilang Kalo aku udah direkomendasikan di SMA2 malang""??"""

Da'fuck gak sih ? T_T

5/30/2014

Ini permintaan maaf ku buat mbae,
gak tau dia tau atau ga, aku cuman sekedar nulis
Aku bukan ga mau ngasih tau siapa,
Tapi ada satu fakta yg ga diketahui oleh kalian.
Mungkin kalo aku kasih tau siapa orangnya kalian juga akan tau.
ada sebuah fakta kalo aku...........

Aku diam saat ini mungkin cuman karna itu,
Tapi dia juga bilang, kalo sampe rahasianya yg ini ketahuan.
Maka dia akan kasih tau masa kelam ku, dan menjauh dari ku.
Dia aja udah menjauh dari aku, Walau aku gak tau alasannya

Mungkin dia juga ngusir aku dari sekolah,
mungkin dia setuju aku pindah,,
Maaf kalo bikin mbae nangis atau penasaran
Sekian, bukan maksud ngejude :D